Novimulyani's

I want u know that i really sad when we fight, i really sad when i know ur mom want another girl for u. I dont know why i can falling in love too deep to you. I dont know when this feeling come to me. I never tell to god i want to be born in padang family,  i can't change it. Whats wrong with me ? I thing i never doing something negativ in my live,  but why ur mom won't me?  I really sad when i know she want find another girl for u. I cry. I dont know what i want to do. Its really hurt my heart. But i wont hate ur mom,  cz she is everything for u i really know why she did it.  Because she same like my mom want the best to for me too.  When i sad my mom more sad than me. When i cry she is too. I hope ur mom can change her mind to find the other one for u. And accept me as urs

Yaallah, klo emg jalannya haris sama dia tolong permudah, aku gapernh setakut dan sesedih ini sebelumnya.  Bnr bnr takut jalanin yg ada skrg. Aku bnran sayang. Sesayang ini gatau knp.  Sedih aja kalo akhirnya nanti ga bareng. Cuman kaya gini aja gabisa tdr apa lg kalo haris bnran pisah yallah ga kebayang. Sedih bgt sih pasti. Semoga kalo emg dia jalannya dimudahkan. Dibukakan jlan yg tertutup.  Tp kalo engga semoga aku bisa lewatin ini semua.  Dan ga sedih berlarut larut. Aku tau bgt dia org baik bgt. Dan kadang aku kaget sama perlakuannya sama perbutannya.  Tp kadang disisi lain egois sama emosian juga.  Tp sayang. Ya gatau deh semoga aja ada jalan.

Gapernah sesedih ini sih.  Gatau juga harus apa bingung.  Serba salah. Sedih sesedih sedihnya.  Hancur perasaan. Cry